Music&things

I was listening to the radio the other day amd thought wow some of my generations music really sucks and most of the time doesnt mean anything, its just words. I laugh about it sometimes as i sit here in class and listen to music frpm the 90's. Bands like Sister Hazel, and The Goo Goo Dolls. Dont get me wrong i do like a lot of todays music, just not the overly popular stuff. I enjoy bands such as Silverstien, Shinedown, Three Days Grace, and even a little bit of Skillet. Its just that i think a lot of things in this world were turned upside down, i love music and these days its hard to find some that can actually mean something to somone, instead of just noise. Sure music from the radio is fun and you can mess around and have fun with it but to me music is supposed to mean something its a way to openly express yourself, and sometimes thats hard with all the "new age" things that are happening with the world and everything and everyone in it. Hopefull we can find it again but i definatly know something is missing and that starts with our media and music, the things that we do in the day  and how we react to the things around us

I am so proud of my brother, I miss him a lot. He finally made the boys varsity soccer team at his high school in Wyoming, he also got to go play soccer in North Dakota for his dream college and they are considering giving him a full ride athletic scholarship to their school after he graduates high school. My sister seems to be doing pretty well to. She is going to be getting married next year, hopefully I will be able to go back home for the wedding, she asked me to try to help plan her wedding the best I can with her so that her mom doesn’t take the whole thing over, it will be a very different wedding I’m sure. She is sorta weird with her style senses; I can only hope that she will be happy with Jonathan. I miss all of my family back home very much and I haven’t been back on very good terms, the last time was about six months ago and we went to one of our best friends funerals. I really really want to go back home it’s the only place I really feel like myself and like I’m where I belong. Hopefully everything goes as scheduled.

In the last month i have moved from the small town of Elkton Oregon, to an even smaller town Dolan Springs. It is a lot different here than it was in Oregon, for starters it is definatly warmer, and hardly no rain or snow at all. I dont really know many people out here other than my family that has lived here. The transition is not so great, i hate switching schools in the middle of a semester. Coming to this school i have heard they want to shut down the highschool part, if this is true i would have to transfer again in my senior year. I have changed between six different high schools since my freshman year and i really dont want to switch again, but so far i am sort of liking this school. Im really looking forward to new friends and new expieriences.